Olympic Athletes Who Live Double Lives

The following article includes mentions of drug use and mental health issues.

Many athletes train their whole lives to reach the Olympic Games, redefining what sporting excellence looks like and representing their countries. But sometimes, all the cheering fans at home don't know what's actually happening behind the scenes.

Speed skater Maame Biney actually developed an alter ego named Anna Digger to deal with the enormous pressure of the Olympics. "In real life, I like to stay in the background, not be front and center," she declared. "But you need that in racing. So having Anna by my side, she can do that being-fierce stuff for me. Getting in character helps me go faster. And the first season I was skating on the World Cup circuit, I was a nervous wreck the whole time. I was so young, and these were Olympians and champions, so I had to learn how to deal with it."

But other Olympians lead double lives out of necessity. Some athletes turn to a surprising career outside of their sports-focused endeavors, especially after the medals and glory have dried up. Other Olympians keep their difficult backgrounds hidden, disguising the troubled circumstances behind their impressive careers. And occasionally, even they don't know that there's a dramatic family secret waiting to be uncovered.

Keep scrolling to find out more about the double lives of the most celebrated athletes in the world.

Yusra Mardini has inspired people through her remarkable life story, as well as her sporting achievements: the swimmer is not just an Olympian, she's also a real-life hero. Born in Syria, Mardini would often have to practice her swimming in dangerous environments. "Sometimes we couldn't train because of the war," she recalled, per the Independent, describing her early life in Damascus. "And sometimes you would be swimming in pools where the roofs were [blown open] in three or four places." In the end, Mardini and her sister left their home country, traveling through the Aegean Sea with 18 other refugees.

Only thirty minutes into their journey, the boat's motor broke down. In order to save 20 lives, Mardini jumped overboard with her sister and the only two other passengers who knew how to swim. All four swam for three hours in freezing cold water, making sure the dinghy didn't collapse and guiding the others to safety. Eventually, the teenager reached dry land and settled in Germany. "It's a positive memory for me," Mardini insisted, observing that while the experience was "tough," she wouldn't be alive if not for the sport she loves.

As she told New York Magazine, her goal is to win a gold medal at the Olympics one day (the swimmer has already competed at Rio in 2016 as part of the Refugee Olympic Team). Mardini also wants to show other refugees that there is hope and "calm" for them "after the pain and after the storm."

American middle-distance runner Suzy Favor Hamilton caused a stir in 2012, when it was revealed that the former Olympian was earning $600 per hour as a sex worker in Las Vegas, per The Smoking Gun. As she wrote in a piece for the BBC, Hamilton had left the world of sports behind after seven U.S. Championship wins and three Olympic Games. But her mental health soon deteriorated, making her want to escape her real estate job and her family. The runner, who would later be diagnosed with bipolar disorder, was prescribed anti-depressants, which pushed her into a manic state. And a trip to Las Vegas would soon provide Hamilton with a new escape from her normal life.

Now in an open relationship with her husband, the athlete went from one-night stands to being paid for sex. "Within months, I was the number two-ranked escort in Vegas (yes, there actually are rankings out there), and top 10 in the world," Hamilton recalled. "I was never happier, never higher, never more alive." She described the money as "intoxicating," but admitted that the riskiness of the situation was "the driving force" behind her decisions.

Everything came crashing down a year later, when a "jilted client" told the press about her secret Vegas life. In the aftermath, Hamilton began speaking openly about her struggles with mental health and giving talks about her experience, per the Times of San Diego.

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At a time of prejudice and bigotry, Greg Louganis had a secret that he knew would endanger his career as an Olympic diver. In 1988, he was one of the best athletes in the history of American diving, scoring four gold medals over three subsequent Olympic Games, according to Rolling Stone. But behind the scenes, Louganis had found out that he was HIV positive. As he told ESPN in 2016, he initially thought that his fate was sealed: "I was like, 'Well, I'm going to pack my bags and go home and lock myself in my house and wait to die.'"

His doctor and coach persuaded Louganis, who has also since come out as gay, to keep his diagnosis hidden from the world, per the Chicago Tribune. But at the 1988 Seoul Games, he hit his head hard during a qualifying dive. "I heard this big hollow thud, and then I found myself in the water," Louganis told Barbara Walters during a bombshell 1995 interview. "I just held my head ... I wanted to hold the blood in, or just not anybody touch it." The diver was "stunned" after the incident, which required stitches, explaining, "You could throw the entire competition into a state of alarm." Despite his fear that another competitor would contract HIV from his blood, the risk was negligible thanks to the chlorine.

Having shared his story in his 1996 "Breaking the Surface" memoir and in the 2015 documentary, "Back on Board," Rolling Stone noted that activist work like Louganis' has helped to "radically [shift] the discourse around HIV since the Nineties."

The Paralympics have always been a platform for athletes with disabilities to prove their sporting proficiency, but one Spanish team violated the integrity of the whole event in 2000. An undercover journalist named Carlos Ribagorda exposed the cracks in the system by joining the Spanish learning-disabled basketball team, despite not being intellectually impaired at all. As he told The Guardian, Ribagorda was not the only unqualified player on the 12-person team. "There were five months of training with not a single disabled person in sight. The two genuinely disabled players came from outside Madrid," he revealed.

They didn't face any scrutiny until the team won gold at the Sydney Games too easily. "I think people saw it as a free trip to Australia," Ribagorda noted. "There was even some pride at wearing the Spanish team strip." After the journalist sent back his medal and went public with the scandalous truth, per the BBC, Spain was ordered to forfeit their wins and the vice-president of the Spanish Paralympics committee was forced to resign.

Intellectually disabled athletes were the real victims of the whole shocking incident, however: As ABC News reported, all intellectual disability sports were banned for the next 12 years.

During the Cold War, the Olympics became an arena for international tension and espionage. And sprinter David Sime became wrapped up in a world of spying when he agreed to work undercover for the CIA at the 1960 Games in Rome. According to The New York Times, the American turned down 23 football scholarships and a potential career in baseball to follow his dream of winning an Olympic gold medal for running. The athlete was so accomplished that he held multiple world records, but behind all that multifaceted talent, Sime was in talks with CIA operatives on Operation Aerodynamic.

As The Guardian recorded, the operation was created to undermine Soviet control in Ukraine. Sime was recruited to try and talk Ukrainian athletes into defecting during the 1960 games. Alongside the javelin thrower Al Cantello, his role was to convince the long jumper, Igor Ter-Ovanesyan, to abandon Soviet Ukraine and come to America. 

They went out for dinner, but ultimately were unsuccessful, as Ter-Ovanesyan was spooked by their CIA handlers. Operation Aerodynamic failed to do anything but send some propaganda pamphlets and copies of the book, "Animal Farm," to Ukrainian contacts. Meanwhile, Sime earned himself a silver medal in the 100-meter dash event, per The New York Times.

For some people, sports can be their ticket out of a dangerous situation and into a better life. Darren Campbell, a British sprinter who won silver at the 2000 Olympics and gold in 2004, grew up on the outskirts of Manchester and was raised by a single mother who worked multiple jobs and ended up involved with a close group of friends. "Unfortunately, as time went on it became more of a gang," the athlete admitted to the BBC, describing how the estate was overrun by "gangs, gun crime, knife crime, drugs." 

At the same time, Campbell was rising through the ranks of regional athletic competitions. "It was like I was living in two different worlds," he reflected. "I had this athletics world, then I had this other world with my friends." He even almost participated in a pub robbery, but was prevented by a punctured bicycle wheel, which the athlete called a "sliding doors moment." When Campbell started winning international competitions, he had a decision to make. In the end, an attempted stabbing and the murder of a family friend drove him to leave, especially after his mother told him that his life was in danger. "When she asked me to leave Manchester, I just knew I had to go," he recalled. 

As Campbell told City A.M., he only decided to open up about his hidden past in his 2018 autobiography, after a life-threatening medical emergency involving a bleed on his brain.